Not who you want.
Nor who they wanted.
But yes me,
really me.

Before, I was too this and should be that.
Now I’m actually this, but too this (most of the time).
But not perfect as I should.
You can’t believe it can you?

Such a high standard,
Swearing down.
Or sneering up,
Of course, of course.

But this is me.

God knows.

This is me.

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